Life.

"Life can be so cold. but then there are those moments that make it all worth living." -kia

Right now it is 4:26 in the morning, saturday. By now i would ussually be sleep but im just so caught with this www worldwide web that i cant seem to shut my eyes. Tryna figure out this twitter thing. Today wasnt much to talk about at all. Its been almost two days since Micheal jackson passed away. the shock still hasnt died. What can i say that hasnt already been said, heared, or typed before. I just pray to GOD in heaven tht his soul rest in ultimate peace. And that he is enjoying the hell out of heaven. God bless his soul, his family, and all of his fans. Life is so horrid yet absoultley amazing. GOD is so amazing. I type this with tears in my eyes. To describe how i feel is beyond words. Its moments like these that really inspire individuals like me and make myself and others realize how precious life really is man. i will leave it at that. im begining to become tired.

some recent nails i did

look of the day

aw so today this old man in walmert was like"wow your eye makeup is really nice" then he kept staring at me. that made me smile.these pics look really rough. i got this huge pimple under my right nostril too that i was fucking with noe its gonna leave a scar, ash said it looked like a dried up bogger lmao. my hair is just too outta control since i airdryed too. blah

Update.

Havent updated in a few days. just being lazy. these days i just been at home chillen or at someones house.called about the job again, she said the background check did not come back yet which leaves me like wtf. how can it not since i have no record. its been a week, and its kiling me. Im kind of depressed about it because im really in a tough state. Im just going to be hush mouth and have to start looking for another job. if they call, then they call.

Me and ash are good. we have our little petty arguments, but never go to bed mad at achother so that pretty much explains it. I really need my hair done. ugh! so annoyed. i dont even wanna go to the club or nowhere[not like i got gas anyway haha]. Im just going to go ahead and perm this shit myself. Only i know how i want my hair permed so im gonna go ahead grow some balls and do it. im really wanting to go swiming and just relax. contemplating going on this discovery cruise to bahamas. i need a vacation. like jeezy said. this tooth is killing me right now./em>strong>

Life.

"Never regret what you did, regret what you didnt do.."

I missed out on alot. :-/ ...theres always another day.

fake hoes.

Im officlly over highschool. It was a waste of my social life. NOT with the friendly shit. I'll stick to my little circle.

"position"

in the bed. kat slept over she next to me. im bout to go back to sleep myself. i got this "positions" song by ball greezy stuck in my head.this dude is a FREAK. um,um,um.

Sheek Nigha

Nail Art Extravaganza

Ever since seeing these rihanna nails ive been hooked on nail art. I tryed to copycat and mine looks like shit. This nail care stuff is easy but painting my nails is a damn challege its like my hand is so shaky and i always end up clumping the polish and as far as nail art i have alot of pratcing to do. Its fun yet very fustrating. ive been looking at nail are all freaking yesterday. Woah.

How zeros can my bank account hold

Today i belive i found a job!!!after how many months...years...days? lol i went to sawgrass originally to put in an application for forever21 and afterwards decided to walk around. I looked nice with the professional clothes and on, make-up on<<<<<<> walked into 579 not with much hope. I asked her for an application ad if they were hiring after i was done filling it out. the manager and girl in training gave me an on the spot interview. Im not gon lie some of those answers i bullshitted and didnt know what to say. after filling out a long application she told me that they just needed to do a background check and i might be called for another interview ReADy!. i and she would call by friday. BUT THANK JESUS! Im claiming this job and i know it was the lords will for me to spontaneously walk in that store. YAY! now the only thing im worried about is my age 17 :-/ im not sure if you must be 18 to work there. Im not trying to get TOO excited until i get that call back. ya know. Dont wanna get my Hopes up for nothin.Im almost in shock, being turned down so many times last year to this year. :-D

Back At It

So Yes Yes, im back at trying out make-up gain. my love for make-up has beecome undeniablly stronger. Everytime i go somewhere and they have some kind of make-up i have to snatch it...Literally..tisk tisk i know bad kia but thats another subject for another day. so after watching one of iCraiz's youtube videos where she did a blue and brown look id figure id give it a shot.[Pics at the end]! I recently got some cover girl foundation that i been anxious to try out. I would really love to go to school for it But do you have to know how to draw to be 'a make-u p artist'? because i really suck at drawing. There so much i want to learn, know already, and have yet to know. I really suck at putting on conceler. too. I figure if i try to pratice/educate myself once to twice a day ill be a make-up genuis by the end of the summer. CHa!/

Umm doin tha DAMN THANG?!

So today was expectly rainy, ugh! My day started off by going to the doctor, (finally). I got this procedure done which hurt like crap but not as bad as the colposcopy! thank god. i also got summ more birthcontrol only this time im going to try yaz. Loestrin was alright but i didnt like the way it made me feel,ya kno. My Doc said its normal but its worth a shot. We shopped at publix :-] yes food, in my houshold for once. Ive been watching tutorials LITERALLY all freaking yesterday. Didnt sleep until 6, yikes! so anyway i was in the mood to cook [RoLLs eYes]:-/ i really want to start making my own food and recipies now-a-days. I made sum chicken and rice. today. This is how it came out.

I was very dissapointed with how the chicken came out. The seasoning was good and it was cooked inside but yuck. The rice came out perfect. The secret is to add 1 1/2 cups of water and leave covered for 20minutes. So even though it didnt come out how i wanted, you KNOW i aint one to waste food no more. so i to' that plate up. lol . Im going to keep following tutorials they really help. not Just for food but everything you can think of. Youtube has been my Late night ...snack. ...uuummm.....

sexLUV&Makeup MAKE --magic*

♥ Looks like im in business now. first bLOG BABY! I came across blogger.com through iCraiz(shoutout!) This blog will consist of my everyday thoughts and events in my life of course but i also want to incorporate different little things about hair,Makeup, Nails & fashion. Shit, bASSICALLY i wanna talk about everything under the Sun,Moon, &Stars..... Umma do diss---