THE BIG 1-0

so its the new year. been a while. litterally.

So much has happened that i would love to talk about but its not suitable for the internet but i will talk about how blessed i am by god. Im thankful for my life. my mother. my family. my boyfriend. my friends. the clothes on my back. the shoes on my feet. the food i eat everyday. and i could go on and on but i truly am blessed. There are a few goals i have cme up with.

1.A closer relationship with god. Trying to go to church as MUCH as possible and really thankgod everyday. Pray everyday. and thank god everyday for every little thing

2. Ecercise more. a healthier diet. not only to boost my iron but to help my skin and hair as much as possible

3. Keep focused on school. There are so many people that i know who are in my eyes 'wasting time' not in school or atleast working

4. look for better job opportunities. Even though its so hard i know someting will comethrough eventually.

Im sure more will be added to the list but for now these are pretty attainable goals that can most defintiley be met with commitment and integrity.

As of this pont im just doing school. helping my mom out, getting to and from work etc. were still sharing a car :-/. I havent been working at 579 for about a month now. and even though my money is tight. i dont even worry about it. it feels so good to be able to relax and take time off. i think next week they may need me back. which is good. I would LOVVE to start saving. probaly gona have to get a new account though since someone hacked into my checkings and made some purchases >:-(. people are grimey man.

I need some new flicks too!

most recent flicks

Wellness

Its been a while my beloved blog. I know i know. ive neglected you horribly and youve been hungry for my thoughts. Ive just been so busy with working and now that ive started school things are getting crazy. When im not working or at school im home trying to get some sleep in, with my boyfriend, or trying to study and do homework. I try to get online as much as i can but honestly am just not in the mood.

This year is going to be my most hectic year so far in life being that i am now no longer a child or immature teen i am a young adult. I admit that i havent been managing my time well latley and my stress. My wellness is at a low point. But im hopeful that i will get it together and come up with some type of goal. I just want to be succesful as well as happy :-] but then again dont we all. Now that ive started typing. Just a thought: blogging is a way to express your feelings. and i think it would be a good idea if i started back bllogging. I want to get in the habit of engaging in alot of more healthy behaviors. [Lol] im reading this book for my total wellness class. and i must say im becoming much more motivated each day that i read it. :-]

I just had to erase this line about 3 times but what i really should be saying is instead of venting on whats making me stressed and just bitching. Im going to try to think more positive. bitching doesnt solve anything it just makes you more stressed and upset. Just making a whole lot of huff and puff.

well anyway thats all for now

toodles ,

Ms. Kia

work.

is kickin my ass. i dont see how some people do this for years and years with kids. Its too tireng and you never have time for yourself. My feet have been aching like hell i really need some work shoes that are comfortable. they dont have to be real pretty just decent and work.ugh. and my back but enough with the complaining im just anxious for thursday--day off. friday=payday. and saturday ..day off :)

Life.

"Life can be so cold. but then there are those moments that make it all worth living." -kia

Right now it is 4:26 in the morning, saturday. By now i would ussually be sleep but im just so caught with this www worldwide web that i cant seem to shut my eyes. Tryna figure out this twitter thing. Today wasnt much to talk about at all. Its been almost two days since Micheal jackson passed away. the shock still hasnt died. What can i say that hasnt already been said, heared, or typed before. I just pray to GOD in heaven tht his soul rest in ultimate peace. And that he is enjoying the hell out of heaven. God bless his soul, his family, and all of his fans. Life is so horrid yet absoultley amazing. GOD is so amazing. I type this with tears in my eyes. To describe how i feel is beyond words. Its moments like these that really inspire individuals like me and make myself and others realize how precious life really is man. i will leave it at that. im begining to become tired.

some recent nails i did

look of the day

aw so today this old man in walmert was like"wow your eye makeup is really nice" then he kept staring at me. that made me smile.these pics look really rough. i got this huge pimple under my right nostril too that i was fucking with noe its gonna leave a scar, ash said it looked like a dried up bogger lmao. my hair is just too outta control since i airdryed too. blah